Laid-back Friday

Exams are finally done. 2 quarters left and school year's over. Everything happened so quickly, and things had radically changed since the school year started. I've experienced and still experiencing the ups and downs of life. Do you know the feeling when you're happy then later on, that happiness will be taken away from you? That just suck, right? I'm trying to be patient. Here's a quick tip, "control over your feelings". I know for me, who tries to see the positive things in life & who tries to be tough, that's the dangerous thing because pain will be the last thing you need. Maybe it's not always about the good stuffs in life. I don't understand why it's only kicking in now.

Soundtrack for the night, Night time by The XX.

This song is very laid-back, relaxing & sleepy feel.

So yeah.. I know I'll be able to get through this. Still hoping.

DEAR NO ONE

The song from Tori Kelly's "DEAR NO ONE" would perfectly describe what I have been feeling & thinking for the past weeks.  During my free times or idle moments, I kept playing this on my mobile phone.  I am well aware of my singleness and my well concealed loneliness. And dear, I don't hurry love. Because sometimes, you don't always have to take chances when you know that in the end, you'd still get hurt. 

Girls, find a guy who would take care of you and who would let you feel that you are worth it. (-:

now, earphone's up and listen to this. HAHA

Dear Reader,


I woke up this morning to a good feeling knowing that someone texted me this past midnight. He's actually an old friend. Someone who left me hanging. His text brought me back to the messages he used to tell me, to the text messages he sent to reassure my paranoia, to his laughs i'd hear on the phone that made everything sound better. But at this point, he was full of snobbing. Millions of thoughts swarmed through my brain this morning. It just sucks that he've already gone back to how things were before. As if we'd ever met.




Love,
Clarice