Nothing Personal

My days are getting better. I feel like being lifted from the ground. I wake up every morning realizing that things change, they always do. And most importantly, I always thank God for waking me up. For the last few weeks, I've been spending more time alone, sometimes after school. I needed this. I never thought that being alone would create me into a nostalgic person... sitting alone in a coffeehouse, drinking frappuccino or hot chocolate, having a good book to read or bringing a journal to look back to all the memories that once made me happy. This moment of silence gave me more time to think and have realizations about life. I need more time to figure out who I really am and I don't understand this direction I'm going through. This is when everything starts to flash back —  the good times and the bad.

It's just my patience that keeps me alive, just like all those pretty lights. <3 

so here's a song i'd love to listen on repeat tonight... check it out :)